T's journey 2 Culinary School

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Deep Thought

I am a person who loves to kid around and have fun, but I also love deep conversations that get the thought process going. About a month or so ago I shared my hurt and pain about my little sister with a couple of co workers. I hadn't told anyone. One of them I told because she is a teenager who I know is dealing with some of the same things that my sister is. She is a curious, insecure (beautiful) girl who is searching as is my sister. I wanted to know her thoughts. The other co worker is a deep thinker and I pick up on her, and to be honest, most people very easily. They both shared. I got the "lump" in my throat listening. But it was good getting it out and actually talking with girls that understood. Anyway, about a two weeks ago I was having a "situation" and needed someone to talk to, I confided in the one co worker that I know wouldn't say anything. To anyone. She gave me her advice, I listened. As she turned to walk away, she told me her secret. Said that her husband is the only one that she's ever told. I felt honored and at the same time I wanted to tell her that I understand and that I would never tell anyone. And that I would never judge her. I wanted to know more. I wanted to tell her my thoughts as well. And I don't want her to ever doubt the fact that she confided in me. I want her to know that I do not look at her any different. I want her to know that I respect her more now than ever. I have no idea why she confided in me, we've only known each other for a couple of months. And only talk twice a week at work. This, is why I feel so honored.
~T

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